go away

by Fatynn Che Ros on Saturday, 26 March 2011 at 13:55

straight.pointing to your head.
because tonight i'm crying.
go away,
im telling you to go away
if i'm standing beside you just like air blowing,passing by.
go away,
im telling you to go away
if you find nothing,no,nothing exciting
in me,exactly.
go away,
im telling you to go away
dont waste your time.
fatin bt che ros.is a zero person.
then you may choose,to stay or leave.
well yes,im crying.crying like this :')

hilang

 by Fatynn Che Ros on Wednesday, 23 March 2011 at 14:25 
hilang  kehilangan  hilang dia kerana salah sendiri     tunggu   masih menunggu  selagi dia tak senyum kembali  senyum ini masih tak mahu jujur     mata  sudah penat dengan genangan  tumpah jua air di hujung sesak  yang akhirnya kering sendiri     aku  tiada ke mana  masih tunggu  sang dia kembali menyapa     buat penghuni jiwa raga itu.mengertilah.     fatin bt che ros.     *untuk dia.seorang perempuan*

silent sunday at hometown

by Fatynn Che Ros on Sunday, 20 March 2011 at 03:08

today is silent sunday.
what a sunday.
i hate my sunday.

my phone not suppose to silent.
because today is sunday.
but my expectation goes wrong.
today is not like the previous sunday.
because today is the silent sunday.
at my very own hometown.

today is sunday.
sun-bright day.
but my phone is still silent.
not like the previous sunday.
when someone keep my phone un~silent.

because today is the new sunday.
i should tell myself i am the new me today.
because i am the new me.

the new me.
i am the new me.
i am not the me in the previous sunday.

new sunday.
go and kill the previous sunday.
cuz i hate that one,the previous sunday.
that one which make me cry in the new sunday.

life,when do you wish to over?
fatin bt che ros.

hoping for not stop hoping to make a hope.

by Fatynn Che Ros on Monday, 14 March 2011 at 16:21

when the two eyes close tightly
nothing more going down than tears.
releasing the pain in empty darkness of two eyes
is actually an accumulation of hope,
before open it back,in a minute later.

bright fluorescent.
could see it on the wall.
wall,written all your hope.
wall,is then ruin it with pain
then your hope is gone.

and u never stop hoping
though u know pain is possible

then for what reason u cry for some hours?
dont u afraid of those fxcking peeps laughing at you?

answer me.
ur not afraid.AT ALL.
just spit them back with nasty look.
and silent.

return.
with a silly whatever.
i'll never stop hoping.
even i'll sleep in pain.

hoping.

fatin bt che ros.

*i had already erase the word 'promise' in my dictionary.i replace it with 'hope'*

~im not promise to be with you forever.but i hope so.cuz,cud u forgive me if i die before you die?~

lindung rasa

by Fatynn Che Ros on Thursday, 10 March 2011 at 23:17

pilih untuk senyum.
cuba lindung rasa.
berpaling ke kiri.
usapkan air mata.
beralih ke kanan .
dan senyum kembali

tertunduk dengan genangan.
hanya sakit yang berkuasa.
hati sudah mendung.
mata kian hujan.
cuba juga hapuskan drama.
sebelum senyum seperti matahari.
hangat.

di sebalik selimut.
alirkan kesakitan yang makin laju
cuba rendahkan nada.bisu.
tarik nafas dlm oksigen yang terhad.
lalu lepaskan karbon dioksida dgn senyuman.
di luar selimut.

duduk berbungkus telekung.
tunduk malu meminta saat sesak.
tapi cuba jua meminta dgn kata yang sarat.
dengan harapan Dia mendengar aku.

itu saja yang aku tahu bila emosi sesak amat.
sebenarnya tak siapa mampu lindung rasa dengan air mata.



fatin bt che ros.luar hujan.cmane mau balik?waa!

jangan begitu lagi

by Fatynn Che Ros on Wednesday, 09 March 2011 at 11:49

hanyalah kata-kata untuk diri sendiri.

jangan begitu lagi

fatin bt che ros.tak boleh menangis.sebab dia ada.

boleh tanyakan saya.

by Fatynn Che Ros on Friday, 04 March 2011 at 02:54

kamu boleh tanyakan saya.
apakah erti berdua ini?
biar saya tanyakan kembali.
bolehkah saya hanya tersenyum begini?
kerana inilah jawapan saya.

cinta kamu buat saya mahu senyum selalu.
walau kiri kanan itu sarat berserabut.
kamu ringankan dgn senyuman.
boleh?
mesti la boleh!!!adoi...

hehe.fatin bt che ros yg gembira dgn kecintaan yg sarat.